Friday, February 12, 2016

IATM reading response

Lauren West
Period 4
       Ed Kennedy and a small girl with and abusive father share a powerful moment showing what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger in the story I Am the Messenger Markus Zusak. In this book, local cab driver Eddie Kennedy accidentally spoils a bank robbery, causing him to become a local hero. His glory soon ends, however, when Eddie receives a mysterious card implying that he continues his hero streak.
       Being the curious man he is, with a less than exciting life Ed Decides to check out the stories behind the card. Eddie goes through the second and third assignments on the card before returning back to the first, more challenging task. Although the card only has the addresses of houses and certain time increments, Eddies finds it quite simple to decipher the hidden purpose within each house. When Ed first approaches the first house, he figures the situation out immediately. A woman is featured as the victim of rape, by her alcoholic husband. Ed knows he has to help her, but is not sure exactly how he will manage to do so. As he returns each night he learns this is indeed a pattern, and also that the abused woman has a daughter, Angelina, who sits on the house porch and cries each night when her father abuses her mother. One scene from this story that struck me as powerful was the scene following Eddie’s decision to confront the man. As Eddie stood contemplating whether or not he should enter the house, routinely the small girl Angelina came outside to sit on her porch. When she first notices Eddie, Angelia looks at him with a hopeful expression and says, "Are you here to save us?"(Zusak 78). This quote shows how Angelina has been waiting for someone to come save her, and that she is very hopeful for change. When Ed can't resist saying no to her, and assures her that he wants to help, she begins to exhibit a large amount of strength. She shows how her life experiences have shaped her into a stiff person with low expectations as Zusak writes, “Even a girl of about eight years can see there’s almost no rescue from her life”(Zusak 78). This scene is specifically powerful because the author shows this girl, no older than the age of eight, going through such a tough time that she’s so desperate for someone to help her she will look to a stranger trying to help with awe. The girl is so pressured that even when someone is offering help, she remains strong and untrusting, and she does not outright give in. The part of this scene that really made me think was when the author shows this girl as such a brave and accepting person after all she’s been through. When Ed fails to confront her father, Angelina understands beyond Ed’s belief. Ed observes, “I think she understands how physically powerful her father is and how scrawny I am. All she does is stumble over to me and hug me again…‘Thanks for at least trying, Ed” (Zusak 79). Ed realizes how strong this girl is and how weak he is. This little girl is incredibly understanding as she leaves the house and waits for the noise to end, does not get her hopes up with Ed, and understands Ed’s fear of her father. This girl grows up with a horrible home situation, yet she remains strong and goes back into the house, which Ed had failed to do.

          I believe that when we see a bad home situation, we all assume the child will be damaged. Whether they will grow to be a criminal, or a outright bad person, we cannot help but assume no good could come from bad. Yet what we forget is sometimes people gain strength from trying times. In this scene from I Am the Messenger eight year old Angelina learns this as she exhibits strength and understanding in her conversation with Ed.

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